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December 9, 2014

Defining Moments

Published in: Aging, Empty Nest, Giving Thanks, Letting go, Losing someone you love, Staying Healthy, Youth

We all have defining moments. Do you think they chart the course of our lives?

 

There's something waiting to be unwrapped in all of us. Credit: Shutterstock
There’s something waiting to be unwrapped in all of us.
Credit: Shutterstock

Yesterday, like on most other days, I startled when my alarm went off at 7:00 AM. And like on most other days, I routinely made my way to the bathroom, shuffled into the kitchen, pressed the button on my coffeemaker to brew myself my usual dose of caffeine. Stirred in the half and half. Waddled into my office. Carefully set the steaming hot cup down on my desk, where I checked my emails and scanned the news headlines.

But then, just as suddenly as I’d jumped when my alarm went off, I paused, and my morning’s routines came to a halt. Yesterday was not just like most other days. Yesterday became the day, 26 years ago, which would ultimately define me.

It’s a day that reminds me to mourn. I mourn losing my breast to cancer on December 8, 1988.

I mourn the loss of invincibility (however flawed that notion might be), at a relatively young age. I mourn the grueling chemo sessions and the emotional roller coaster that both my family and I had to endure for many years following, where I feared for my life might end and all the lives of loved ones who also were stricken with cancer.

Cancer has a wide reach and a firm grip, after all, and its anguish stretches far beyond its victims.

But yesterday was also a day that reminds me to celebrate. I know, I know: we should celebrate every day, since we never know what is in store for us. Every day is a gift, right? This is a lesson you (hopefully) learn with so-called age.

Shame on me for not living by those words that I promised myself I would, all those years ago.

Just let me live, and I’ll always be grateful for every day. Just let me be healthy, and I’ll forever be a more compassionate, patient, forgiving, gentle, loving, kind, charitable, courageous, honest and spiritual being.

Does it take cancer – or another equally weighted crisis – to shake up our world?

The physically-flawed John Merrick (The Elephant Man) said that his head was so big because it was filled with dreams. But, he said, “Before I spoke with people, I did not think of all these things, because there was no one to bother to think them for.”

The thing is, now that I reflect on this, before I had cancer, I did not think of all these things because when you’re healthy, life just goes on and on and there’s no reason to think it might not always be that way. Alas, I was all those things before, there was just no reason to think about them.

For me, it took a defining moment: that moment I learned that life is unsure, bodies can betray, unexpected things can happen even though we do everything in our power to avoid them and we ultimately don’t have control.

I suspect we all have those defining moments in us. Some might say, why dwell on those moments; you’re better off forgetting them and leaving them in the past, where they belong.

To those people, I say this: Mourning does not always usher in sadness; many times it unwraps a precious gift.

My defining moment revealed me so completely; more than any others I’ve had. More than that first awkward, tentative kiss or that eagerly-awaited spot of blood that would officially usher in my “womanhood.”  More than losing my virginity, leaving home for college, getting married, becoming a mother, losing numerous loved ones, becoming an empty-nester, passing through menopause and understanding that I’m on the other side of young.

Yesterday, I was reminded of all that life is and all that I am.

 

 

 

 

 

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  1. Tam Warner Minton says

    December 9, 2014 at 5:37 pm

    Breast cancer, or any cancer, or any long term illness is a catastrophe, but when we can find hope within it, it can be a gift…of sorts.

    • SherylK says

      December 10, 2014 at 8:14 pm

      And that goes for any unfortunate experience …it’s here to teach us a lesson, if we listen closely enough.

  2. Elin Stebbins Waldal says

    December 9, 2014 at 5:47 pm

    Congratulations on being cancer free, Sheryl. I completely agree with you about mourning… We are here to feel, to absorb our experiences and connect with ourselves and other people. Thank you for sharing your perspective and experience.

    • SherylK says

      December 10, 2014 at 8:10 pm

      Thanks so much, Elin. Well put.

  3. Ruth Curran says

    December 9, 2014 at 9:52 pm

    I wish it did not take a big near miss to shake us up, but I think you are right, it does. I am so glad that you came out with a new resolve and give yourself the permission to mourn!

    • SherylK says

      December 10, 2014 at 8:10 pm

      Yes, Ruth, that’s usually the way, isn’t it? Thanks so much for your insight.

  4. Lisa at GrandmasBriefs says

    December 9, 2014 at 10:03 pm

    This is beautiful, Sheryl. I do believe we all have defining moments. It just seems to me that the farther we get from that moment, the easier it is to forget the promises we made ourselves at the time. This post is a reminder to remember. Always . Thank you. And hooray for you being cancer free!

  5. Lisa Froman says

    December 10, 2014 at 10:10 am

    Beautifully expressed. Defining moments….they do show us who we are, don’ t they? While it is hard to say I am grateful for my defining moment, the truth is, i learned a lot about myself. And my values. And I did myself proud.
    I know you did too! Thanks for sharing such a beautiful part of yourself.

  6. Irene S. Levine says

    December 10, 2014 at 11:01 am

    What a beautiful post and great reminder! Enjoy the day and many more blessed with good health and happiness!

    • SherylK says

      December 10, 2014 at 8:11 pm

      Thanks, Irene. I appreciate your good wishes.

  7. Lou xoxo says

    December 10, 2014 at 11:24 am

    OMG, I had chills from reading your words. They are great ones to live by.

    Best one yet…WOW, such a beautiful expression of life and its realities.

    I thank my lucky stars that you are alive and able to write such a post…

    • SherylK says

      December 10, 2014 at 8:13 pm

      Lou, YOUR words touch me! Thanks for them. Truly.

  8. Brette says

    December 11, 2014 at 8:57 am

    This is all so important to remember. It’s only when we are not well that we see how precious life really is.

  9. ruth pennebaker says

    December 11, 2014 at 10:03 am

    Beautiful, thoughtful post. Another way, I think, to consider these defining moments is that they happen to all of us, eventually. They can be wasted in a storm of self-pity and why-me — or they can be used to squeeze out every bit of meaning and change in your life. You’ve done the latter. Congratulations on another hard-won anniversary.

    • SherylK says

      December 11, 2014 at 8:40 pm

      Thanks, Ruth. True, we can go either way with those moments. I did enter the “why me” zone, but chose not to stay there for too long. Congratulations are in order for you, too. xo

  10. Mary-Ellen Spiewak says

    December 11, 2014 at 5:06 pm

    You write so beautifully and clearly. It was a tremendous experience to go throught at a young age. I believe your mourning is quite personal and sharing this not only helps you but others. One of my best friends just finished chemo and will soon begin radiation. It helps me too.

    • SherylK says

      December 11, 2014 at 8:41 pm

      Thanks so much for your comment, Mary-Ellen. It’s heartwarming to thing that by sharing, I can help others – and you, too. That means a lot to me.

  11. Kim Acedo says

    December 11, 2014 at 9:04 pm

    Beautiful post. Thank you for sharing. I love that – many times mourning unwraps a precious gift. Yes! Thanks again 🙂

    • SherylK says

      December 14, 2014 at 7:03 pm

      And thanks for reading, Kim!

  12. Roxanne says

    December 12, 2014 at 12:43 pm

    Definitely a defining moment. Since we’ve had a lot of those in loved ones around us in recent years, amid the heartache, I think I’ve been able to have my moment without it being a health crisis in my own life. Did I just jinx myself? Hope not.

  13. Alexandra says

    December 12, 2014 at 7:56 pm

    Great post! You’re right. We need to count our blessings.

  14. Jane Boursaw says

    December 13, 2014 at 11:30 am

    Beautiful post, Sheryl. You’re absolutely right – every day IS a gift. And I love your note that ‘mourning’ is like unwrapping a precious gift. I think we ‘get’ that more and more as we get older and realize how beautiful life is.

    • SherylK says

      December 14, 2014 at 7:09 pm

      Yes, Jane. As we get older, we’re lucky to realize a lot of important things, don’t you think?

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